Running People over in the Berreta

Tim: (to the lady at arby's) 1 beef and cheddar...you have those right?? gosh that was so great. i swear that lady probably spit in our food. lol. oh well. and we are gonna run erm...certain people (er person) over with the berretta, ok? yes. good deal. today was such a good day. first hour rhianna and i interviewed people for crusader news. mr davis wrote a poem and we filmed him reciting it. it was the coolest thing ever. and chem was confusing, as usual, but mr pfund is letting me turn in my questions tomorrow, cuz i definately didnt know how to do them. and as for morality and faith, what is there to say about religion? rhianna and i read people weekly in the library while we were supposed to be looking up stuff on our research project. and in morality i talked to jeff and ziegler. apparently fr. bob is really annoyed with the fact that im always turned around talking to them? heh oh well. im really annoyed with how he always talks about how he almost died. ok that was mean. im not really annoyed, actualy it works cuz its less we have to talk about religion. and i found out some, uh, interesting news too. (natalie and lindsay you know what im talking about...) not quite sure what i think about that yet...ill figure it out eventually i suppose. so yea. very good day. and natalie and i heart the tomato man! haha. quote... (i stole this from an icon on iconator.com shhhh....) good friends are hard to find...thats because the best ones are already mine!! good night! *~SaraH~*

Oodles of Noodles with Perms

Now before I forget to tell everyone (I've forgotten for the past week), I'm suppposed to tell you that Lindsay is having mondo-trouble signing into the blog, so that is why she hasn't updated in, um, forever. Yes, well, moving on.

This week has been pretty good all around. I really can't remember being this stress-free at ALL last year. This year is just so much better, it makes me happy. :-D I can't help but make fun of all the kids taking chemistry this year -- sorry you guys, lol -- but wow o wow what a relief it is to get out of that class. This year is definitely my breath of fresh air between my two years of suffocation, lol. Today was pretty good, too...took the history test, meh, easy breezy lemon squeezy for the most part, to steal a phrase from Elly. My other classes weren't too bad...pre-cal was mondo boring as usual, and lit was ok...went outside again...and French....well, French was definitely interesting. Lindsay and Krissy and Jeff were psycho. I was but a victim in their little game *makes sad, confused, innocent face* but hey it was crazy. Absolutely no listening being done to Mlle. Donavan, I'm afraid, so I'm thinking that our participation grades will not be too good. But hey...it's French class...and considering what kind of French class we're used to with Madame, well....as the saying goes, you can't teach old dogs new tricks. And when it comes to French class etiquette....we are VERY old dogs. Anyways, to return to what I was talking about...Lindsay and Krissy and I are starting an archive of our notes. Heh funny things written on paper...blah to all you guys. So there.

After school, and before school, for that matter, was death of cheer practice. It wasn't too bad today, really, except we found out that we have to cheer a soccer game the day of homecoming. Umm, puh? Yes, I believe "puh" describes my feelings accurately. And honestly, I don't know if I'm going to be able to keep my temper if people keep acting the way that they do...I'm not really a very patient person, although I appear to be, but that's only because I make a conscious effort to. And some people....grrr....some people try my nerves so much that I think one day, my nerves are going to snap and force my hand to punch someone. Hey, it's happened before. But meh, in cheerleading, I am usually Queen o' Patience, and I realize that if I try to take control of the squad, I will become just another control freak -- and trust me, there are way more control freaks on our squad then there are blades of grass on the soccer field.

On to more pleasant matters. The weekend is nearly here! I heart the weekend! Tomorrow I have all of my joyful classes that I always look forward to....acting and creative writing...meh, I will be so sad next semester when they are switched with my two religion classes. :-\

After cheer practice, Jamesey took Sarah and Lindsay and I to Arby's and I got lemonade, and then Lindsay and I went to the mall to buy my sister a birthday present. On our way home we stopped at Dierbergs to see our darling Joe Siebelts, whom we love, and I got pasta for my dinner at Nothing But Noodles. Mmm good stuff. The noodles were awesome, they were all crinkly, as if they had gotten a perm. Then I took Lindsay home and I got home and layed around being lazy for awhile. Ahhh the joy of laziness.

Well, I'm off to chat with people and smile about things.

Peace, Love, and carb-filled pasta, yummmmmmmmmy

*kiss kiss*

YNatalieY

Grass Fight!

Yes, well, I tried to post a super long entry earlier today but it was lost when the blog just decided not to publish it. Meh. Now I don't feel like retyping everything.

To summarize -- the college fair this morning was absolutely pointless as I am NOT going to college in Missouri. Or in Iowa or Illinois, which are the same state as Missouri is. One big long state that stretches all the way down to whatever state is below Missouri. Arkansas? Heh who knows, not me. So I just wandered around the gym aimlessly. Surprisingly, all the college representatives seemed aware of how I was feeling. They didn't try to get me to listen to what they had to say about their colleges, at any rate. The worst part of this is that I didn't get to take my history test because the college fair took place during first period -- my study hall. Blah.

Acting class was amazing for the reason that all the seniors had to leave for their turn at the college fair, and Mrs. Potthast went with them. Lots of the juniors went back down, as well, and Mrs. Potthast left the rest of us with only these directions: "You can do anything you like if you don't wreck my room." Yes, well, everyone took these directions very literally. Annie and Megan went down to the cafeteria and brought back illegal food. Mmm a yummy Snickers bar for me! That class just always makes me happy.

Got to go outside and write during creative writing again. Lindsay and Ashley Becker came outside to see us -- Tony couldn't come because he lost his planner forever ago, so now Danielle and I have to beat him up. Oh well. :-D

Then after school was cool too, Joe and I had a grass fight lol. And puh, Lindsay...us driving and seeing that van...meh puh squared. Take care kid. :-P

Well, I'm off to review a bit for history. I did my French and pre-cal homework! Applaud me...*waits*....uh louder, please. Thanks. Heh and thanks, Caroline, for this: "The only reason they like when we do the banana thing is that they like to see girls jump up and down and squeeze each other." <--- true words of wisdom

Peace, love, and lavender-vanilla hand lotion (mmmmmmmm)

YNatalieY

Form Banana, Form Form Banana

today wasnt so bad. cheering...rah rah...sucks. lol. i think i complain about it a lot...why dont i just quit? well that would leave miss natalie all by her lonesome, and that is no fun. plus there ARE times when it is fun, or at least highly entertaining. so i guess thats reason enough to stay. i somehow wrote my lit paper last night. i have no idea how, it just kind of happened. it needs a lot of work, and a lot of revising, but my basic story is down. i hope it is ok. i wrote it about jake and learning to feel and then feeling loss. the whole thing means a lot to me, and the fact that im actually going to turn this in, and be graded on it, is kind of weird. especially since its by the one person who watched it all happened, and had initially forbidden it. talk about irony, huh? oh and jeff kinda sorta asked me to homecoming today? its hard to explain in words, but im guessing we're going together? hmm. it should be fun. i really think so, we get along really well. so yea. but im really tired, so im gonna finish up my faith xtra credit and then go to bed. no cheer tomorrow, yay! sweet dreams! *~SaraH~*

Getting Ready

Yes, well. I'm trying to get everything organized before I have to go to the game...puh...so much studying to do tonight. At least I didn't have to take that History test today...the dentist conveniently intervened, and good news: I DON'T have to get my wisdom teeth pulled...YAY for me. What a relief. For those of you who don't know me too well...I just can't take pain of any kind. Paper cuts are too much for me. Blah, well, just talked to Sarah and she is threatening me saying that she will hurt me if I don't go to the game. Hehe. Well, I have to go get ready...I promise to update when I get home, but after that, mondo studyingness.

Natalie <---my name! Natalie! Hehe in modern day hieroglyphics.;-)

The Coyote Made Me Do It

My new favorite line, thanks to Mrs. Potthast. Ah, the excellence. I know that most people who read this have read at least something about Native American trickster tales in lit class, or have come across them in some class. For those of you who haven't...well, coyote is the ultimate trickster, kind of like Bugs Bunny. Or Wile E. Coyote, for that matter. Henceforth I shall blame all things on Coyote...everything is all his fault, anyway. Ahh the wonder of Mrs. Potthast's classes.

Got my costume for the play during acting class today...ah the excitement builds, I can't wait until we are rehearsing my scene. :-D Psyche!

In creative writing, Danielle and I went outside to write as usual, and Tony and Lindsay were supposed to come out and see us (they have study hall). Yeah, no they definitely didn't. I think a beating is in order. Sorry, the coyote typed that.

After school, I went to Dairy Queen with Sarah and James and Tony...mmm, ice cream...puh, everyone else had things to do and couldn't come with us! Oh well, we still had fun. I then had to go home to get ready for the soccer game at Borgia (meh, forever millions of hours away) and then I drove to Dominic to meet Sarah, and Mrs. Didion drove us up there again. The game went really slowly...we won, though, 6-0...and there was very little room for us to cheer on the sidelines, we kept getting reprimanded by the ref to get out of the way. And it was so cold! Other than that, things weren't too bad; we got a little lost on the drive home (Sarah's fault) and talked about different horror movies. I really want to see the one that Jen was talking about, even though we have no idea what it is called or who is in it. Oh well, Sarah and Lindsay and I have experience in going to Blockbuster and having no idea what we're looking for.

Hmm, what else to say....yay for Joe Romine for writing in his blog, and thank you for leaving me an awesome message...you rock...um death of U.S. History test to study for right now, procrastinating is getting way too easy for me. Well, night night everyone, lots of work to do! :-P

Peace, Love, and, ummmm, burning my history textbook? Meh, that coyote again, sorry :-D ;-)

YNatalieY

Stupid to the Tenth Power (grouping symbols) Squared Exclamation Point Question Mark

im exausted. cheering at borgia was the dumbest thing we have ever done. seriously. meh but oh well, what can you do? today wasnt too bad, aside from the death of cheerleading. i am really starting to like my homecoming dress. although now i really need to find a date. i think maybe theres something in the works? but hell i dont know. to much weird history to be for certain about anything...but oh well. what can you do? and we got the assignment for our next let paper: narrative/description of a story and how we learned a lesson. hmm none of my stories i could turn in...lol. and what if u wrote about your life and got an F on it? can u suck at life? hmmm food for thought. so now im randomly talking to this kid i seriously havent talked to in at least a year. no idea why. hmmm. anyway i gotta go, mi madre wants me to go to sleep...hey its not like im objecting... Good Night! quote... love is blind...but friendship closes its eyes... ^^i found that on a piece of paper shoved in my old chicken soup book. good isnt it? i like it a lot.^^ toodles. *~SaraH~*

Bright Pink

so i am incredibly disapointed with the mall, dillards especially. there were absolutely no pretty dresses to be found. at all. dillards is usually amazing, with so much to choose from. this year there were like 10 different dresses, and then like 8 different colors for each of the 10 styles. so sure, that sounds like a lot to choose from, but not when it ends up u having the same dress as everyone else. puh. but i did end up finding a decent one to borrow from my mom's bosses daughter. its bright pink, with sparkly stuff. and its a halter, so it has a bare back, and then the lower part ties. i love shoulders and backs. the are so beautiful. definately the most underrated part of the body. so yea. now all i gotta do is find shoes, because my mom is determined that i will not wear my black flip flops. meh. but since she didnt have to buy the dress, she's gonna get me things at a spray-on tanning place, fake nails, and stuff for me to re-highlight my hair. so yay. in other news. natalie and i had a fabulous day. more tacos. yum. and aside from the scary guy in the parking lot, it was really good. and u know the weirdest part? i was gonna pull up behind her and make sure she got in her car ok and it started and everything but then i was like, well shes a big girl im sure it started, its not like its dark and she left her lights on. so i didnt and i left. HEH! wow how incredibly weird? very. but yes. so now all im doing is procrastinating studying for my spanish vocab quiz. which i really do need to study for because i have an 80% in there right now because i made stupid mistakes and got a 76 and a 79 on my last two tests. so yeehaw. wish me luck on that. adios amigos. quote... strangers stab you in the front...boys stab you in the heart...and friends stab you in the back...but best friends dont carry knives. i love friend quotes. toodles. *~SaraH~*

How I Was Almost Abducted...

Oh yes, you read that correctly. Today, I was almost abducted. Maybe. I'll start from the beginning. So, at about 1:30 today, Sarah and I went to the mall to look for homecoming dresses. We weren't too lucky -- none of the department stores had anything cute, and even if they had had something, everyone else at homecoming would have the same thing. I did find a cute dress at Charlotte Russe, but I'm still deciding on it. Sarah and Lindsay and I are going down to Chesterfield next weekend to look some more. Sarah found a dress that she liked at David's Bridal, but I think she's going to end up wearing a dress from her neighbor's daughter. Yay for dresses.

Anyways, on our way back to the mall from David's Bridal, Sarah dropped me off at my car and we said goodbye. As I was putting my stuff in my car, this hick in a small black car passed by really slowly and grossly. My only thought was "Eww," but I didn't pay too much attention to the fact, so I got into my car and drove to the end of the parking lot. The dude had pulled his car to the side of the road, and was motioning for me to come closer to his car. I rolled down my window a bit because I thought there was something wrong with my car -- I drove around with a flat tire last weekend until someone told me about it -- and this guy -- he was such a redneck! -- called out to me. He was like, "Come over here, I want to talk to you." I said, "Excuse me?" and he said again, "Come over here, there's something I need to talk to you about."

Yeah, right.

This guy was scary to the tenth power squared. He was around 50, and he wasn't wearing a shirt. His hair was that kind of brown that can't really be considered a color -- it was a mixture of brownish-grayish-green; they actually make a car in that shade, and I always wonder what they call it. And the man had a mustache of the same color and astoundingly bushy eyebrows.

Eww.

So yes, I doubled around to the front of the mall to talk to the security guard that always sits outside the Max and Erma's entrance, but alas -- whenever he is needed, he is not there. So I drove home quickly -- meh, it was just really very odd.

At the moment, I'm afraid that I am using this blog to keep from doing my homework, which I really, really do not want to do. Blah. Have to write a reaction report for creative writing and study for U.S. History since I won't have time to tomorrow. Stupid soccer game at Borgia.

I really want to talk to people online, but no one is online! Blah. Later, I suppose. Au revoir!

YNatalieY

Howdy

natalie, i am so going with you to a haunted house. ive never been to one. when i was little the people that lived across the street from me always put one up in their big yard and all the proceeds from it were donated to some type of charity. but i was always too scared to go through it. i still remember trying to go to sleep on halloween night (after ingesting massive amounts of candy) and listening to all the people's screams. the first halloween after we moved out here just wasnt the same because i couldnt hear the screams. lol. but yea ive never been to a haunted house. so we're going. its decided. good? good. so work was alright i suppose. i cant decide which managers i like. mr cotton, of course, he's the one that hired me and is really nice. mr beals, i dont, cuz he doesnt ever talk and so obviously wants to jump on the one cosmetics lady. and mr bartman, who was working tonight, isnt too bad, i suppose. i didnt like him at first, but he seemed to loosten up. im still getting used to everyone there. but i got my paycheck - 132.06. not bad i suppose. but damn fica took out like 10 dollars. what a bitch! haha. ok well i suppose i will let off here. i am suprisingly exausted. i think the past week is catching up with me. i am never home. and i am sore all over. tumbling and cheerleading is kicking my butt. nighty night *~SaraH~*

Sisters, Push-ups, and Pretending to Work

Yesterday was completely awesome. Nikki and I went to BreadCo. before school since the whole "every Monday" thing doesn't seem to be working out too well; I haven't been to school on a Monday in awhile. I also realized something yesterday as I was taking Nikki to school -- she is becoming one of my closest friends. It's weird really, but the four years between us doesn't seem to be as pronounced nowadays. She's so incredibly intelligent and funny, and I just never realized it because she was my little sister. Sigh. It's so weird and scary because now she's almost thirteen and boys are in love with her and I am hating them because there is no guy good enough for her. So yeah. But it's weird thinking about Nikki with a boyfriend, I refuse to think about it any longer.

Yesterday's classes were pretty amazing -- French was normal, as was U.S. History, but Lit was so cool. When the bell rang for the class to begin, Mrs. Potthast told us that she hadn't really prepared for class, so we talked about life for awhile -- told cool ghost stories, rather -- and then we got free time to read The Scarlet Letter, and most of us went outside! We layed under the trees for awhile, but then we got up and went and layed on the track mats, which was really comfortable, hehe. It was an awesome Lit class, and of course, no reading was done whatsoever.

I hung around after school for a little bit because I didn't really want to go home, but then I had to go home and change anyway for the football game. I went to Sarah's house and she drove us to Dominic -- then Mrs. Didion drove us to JFK, which was in Chesterfield -- sheesh, if I had known it was there, I could've driven us there. Meh. Puh. But anyway, the game was good, we won 23-7. Lots of fun push ups for the cheerleaders! We have to do push ups whenever the team scores any type of points; after a first touchdown and extra point, we do seven push ups, after the second touchdown and extra point, we do 14. It's actually really cool. Hehe. Anyways, after the game, Sarah and I went and got tacos (TACOS!) and went back to her house. Then, as I was leaving at about midnightish, my darling Dana turned up with her boyfriend! I miss her so much, she is so amazing. I wish she hadn't moved :-\ , meh.

But yes, that is the coolness of yesterday. Woot woot.

Today seems to have gone really quickly. I'm at work right now, trying to avoid studying any of my U.S. History stuff. It's staring at me angrily, and I really wish that I had some idea of what to study, but truth be told -- I don't. Oh yeah, I forgot to say one thing about yesterday...umm, absolute death of pop pre-cal quiz?? PUH!!! Yeah, meh, not goodness. Oh well, one day I'll get over it. Maybe I'll learn to start actually doing my pre-cal homework so that I wouldn't do bad on a pop quiz. But I don't wanna!

I have been feeling really good about life lately.

Oooh Mike (he is the Mr. Halloween fanatic to my Ms. Halloween fanatic) just handed me a magazine with a list of the best haunted houses in St. Louis in it -- anyone interested? I know I am! We are going to a haunted house, and that is final. :-D Yay!

Well, I'm out, maybe I'll go do some actual work. Or maybe I'll pretend to. Either way, heh, bye byes.

Peace, love, and jack-o-lanterns! (muhaha)

YNatalieY

What A Great Day

Today was really good. one of the best in a really long time. lol. dress down day...yay...lol. i got cute for school today, actually put effort into it. haha. heh it was worth it, ppl told me i looked good so yeehaw. haha. chemistry test...meh...but actually i dont think i did too bad on it. and amanda jokingly (i think) asked me and jeff if we were going to homecoming together and i was just like uhh noo.... so it was weird. lol. funny, but weird. after school i had 8th grade cheer, which went really well. we taught them a new cheer and 2 8counts of a dance. theyr all coming along really well. and we cheered at JFK. it was supposed to be a home game, but because our field is not done, we had to play there. not too bad. we did good, actually. and we won! yay! thats 2 games won so far this year, the most theyve ever had in one season! haha. no but seriously we are getting better, i promise. and after natalie and i got tacos and came back to my house, then dana and mike came over for a little bit. god i love dana. i will never be as close with someone as i am with her. i swear. it sucks so bad that she had to move. today was like she never left. we went and talked to batenhorst for like a half hour. haha it was great. batenhorst loved us. we're her favorites =) haha. so yes. today was a truly fantastic day. quote... i know ive used this before, but its the best friend one ever. so here goes a friend will be there to bail you out of jail. a best friend will be there sitting next to you saying "damn that was fun!" toodles. and sweet dreams! *~SaraH~*

Craziness of Today is Amazing

Sheesh.

Woke up early this morning for cheerleading...surprisingly, I was feeling great. It's a wonder how much an extra half hour of sleep can help. Two of my crazy dogs, Panda and Dolly,were sleeping in my bed under my covers. It's pitiful the way they avoid Nikki's room because Cornelius is in there. What babies.

Cheerleading this morning wasn't too bad. Kathy started rearranging the starting stunts because they were going too slowly, so I hope what we're doing now will look better. I like the homecoming practices...we don't have to worry about the craziness of cheers and jumps and stuff, it's all pure stunting and tumbling. Oooh I love it.

I didn't have to take that stupid map test today because Coach something-or-other was substituting for my regular study hall teacher. Oh well, I didn't really know the stuff anyway, now I have until Monday to study.

Acting class was amazing...it always is, though...we moved all the platforms around to arrange the stage, and Lauren Clutter started organizing costumes. We also blocked the first two scenes, and I am extremely excited for my scene. Too bad it is the last scene of the entire play. Oh well, I am in the rest of the play, but I want to be Psyche, damnit! Oh, and I've discovered a love for the word "damn." Isn't it marvelous? Puh, don't look at me like that; and don't even ask me why, because I really don't know.

I am still trying to fill out this craziness of a National Honors Society form. I really don't know what to write for that paragraph...and after actually seeing what I do on paper, it doesn't seem like it's that great, or that much, for that matter. I used to think that I was extremely involved. Meh. I am. So there.

So yes...boys are crazy...that's all I'm saying. That's all that needs to be said, really.

Oooh and the people in my creative writing class liked my crazy poem! We had to write a poem using "found" phrases...for instance, the ingredients on the back of a food package or the labels on equipment in the gym. Here is my crazy poem. It is surprisingly sad, even though I was really in a good mood when I wrote it.

WARNING

Life is too complicated

Refer to manual for instructions.

Auto, Home, Life, Health

All Rights Reserved

For someone else.

True Value: $2.99

Well, I think that it makes sense. So there. It's depressing, though, and I don't know where it came from. Oh well.

I also had cheerleading practice AFTER school -- it wasn't bad, either -- and homework, well, let's just say I haven't done much at all yet. Been focusing on that damn (hehe) NHS form.

Had a looooong talk with Mr. Romine today. Craziness. He's a liar...so there. :-D And my book will definitely be longer.

Ahhhh friends rule, I LOVE ALL OF YOU GUYS!!! Game tomorrow at JFK, come watch us cheer!

Peace, love, and hmmmm....snickers ice cream?? ooo yes, sounds marvelous.

YNatalieY

Just Another Day

so today was not too bad. cheerleading at 7:00. school. work after till 6. ive been doing homework since like 3:30. MEH. and i still have a faith worksheet and test, chem test, and morality test to do/study for tomorrow in study hall. but ive got to go now, my mom needs the computer. cya. -sarah-

102nd Entry!

so this is officially our 102nd entry. we reached 100! yay! who'da thunk it? lol. so today was slightly better than yesterday. and i found out for sure, molly said jake wasnt coming back till probably christmas. he was gonna come in november, but thats not possible now since he hasnt even started school yet. so yea. i really need to move on...meh...i hate this feeling. its horrible. i really think ive grown apart from megan. i realized this today in study hall. im not sure exactly what happened...i used to feel like i could relate to her through a lot of things, but im not so sure now. and i dont think i like it... so is it weird if i dont talk to the kid i made out with anymore, but im making plans with his friend? hmmmm. who knows. its craziness. lol. and dana is coming on friday!!! i am so excited. she's coming up to dominic after school, and hopefully everyone can come over after the retarded football game at jfk. cheer = death. but anyway. so yea thatll be fun. ok thats it for now...heres the quote i drew out today...it doesnt look too bad, if i do say so myself... does it hurt, when you think about me? and how broken my heart is... -yellowcard sweet dreams. *~SaraH~*

I'm Back!

But only because I said I would be. Finished studying for the map test, sorta, and I finished writing my poem for creative writing. Wow so I can actually go to bed before midnight...that is crazy and virtually unheard of...yeah, and the sad thing is that I'm not tired. I know I will be in the morning, and that's why I should will myself to go to sleep right now. I've only gotten about fifteen hours of sleep in the last three days, and I know that many people won't see that as not enough, but I LOVE sleep. Sleep is good.

The rest of this entry is going to be dedicated to my NEW PUPPY Cornelius, nickname Cory. We named him this because Cory Matthew's real name is Cornelius, as Mr. Feeny says on the last episode ever of Boy Meets World. Not that I know every line of every Boy Meets World show...that would be obsessive. :-D Anyway, about my new puppy. He is small and adorable and sweet. Dolly is terrified of him, it's really funny, she stays downstairs almost permanently. Cory stays in Nikki's room a lot (mostly because Nikki hogs him) so I am left to comfort Dolly. She slept in my bed last night, under the covers...she is crazy.

Well, I should get going...cheerleading practice bright and early tomorrow! And, after that map test, NO MORE TESTS THIS WEEK for me! So, good night all.

peace, love, and cookies!

YNatalieY

Taking A Break

Currently I am trying to study a bit for that crazy map test that I didn't take last week, so this is going to be short.

Craziness of today...Mrs. Potthast taught us all how to do some crazy Indian ritual dance in Lit class. It was really funny. We also all threw our notecards into the center of the room and each person chose someone else's randomly to read. It was great; the whole thing was Joe's idea, jokingly of course, but every suggestion or answer is taken seriously in that awesome class. For instance, apparently Joe is an astronaut. Hehe.

Well at the moment I must return to studying Mr. Romine's map...it is crazy...but yes, Oregon is in the right place, Lindsay checked for me. I'll update more later, most likely, unless I procrastinate too long and end up scrambling to finish studying. Not that I would ever do that...

YNatalieY

Catching Up with the Times

Ahh so many things to blog about, so little time! Currently I'm taking a break from homework before I start studying for my French test, so I'm going to have to make this quick.

To begin with, girl's night was AMAZING. Sarah and Lindsay and I went and saw Wimbledon, which was cute except for the slow motion things like Sarah said, and the most awesome people in the world brought us ice cream and moolattes from Dairy Queen! Thank you :-D! Then we stayed up until 5ish eating good food that we bought a Dierbergs and watching BMW DVDs and TALKING about sooo many things...many new revelations and stories and such...and we played tennis really late -- we were horrible at it, we should practice before next time. Cheer practice on Monday wasn't bad at all, either -- Kathy called it, and it was pretty much to practice for homecoming. I actually enjoyed it :-D.

In other news, I had two anatomy tests today, and I'm not too confident about how I did on either one of them. Oh well. I'll get over it.

Okay so I just got back from Lindsay's house...we were going to study for French, but that didn't work too well...we went to SnoBiz to see Sarah -- James' idea, lol -- and that was fun, Lindsay and I went to Steak n' Shake to get milkshakes afterwards.

And Sarah...I'm sorry about everything that went on in your mind today...talk to me about it when you can, I totally understand how you feel.

Ok well I'm off, everyone. Study time. Yum.

YNatalieY

I Cant Escape.

i realize its only four oclock and i usually wait till the end of the day to update, but ive gotta unload. its been an emotionally trying day. so this morning, 6:30 AM cheerleading...meh...and then school. we had crusader news this morning, which in itself was good...until we started talking about ideas for articles and such to record. well kelly adler started talking about how 'jake edinger was coming back for a visit and we should interview him'(she heard from his older sister sarah) and all of a sudden i was jerked out of my trance. i was just like "what?!" and she was saying how he was coming back and we should get an input about life after dominic etc. etc. and all i could think of was 'omg jake is coming back' lindsay was sitting next to me and we just stared at each other. so all day i was just like omgosh omgosh. its all i could think about. i had a spanish test first hour, which i had to do really good on to raise my grade from a C, but i couldnt even think straight in english, let alone in spanish. so yea. so all these things were running around in my head, and then in lit i talked to tim. he told me that he had talked to molly and that jake actually wasnt coming back till christmas. he was supposed to come back, but then cuz of the hurricane they are helping with all that stuff and so yea. and i just got really sad and i was even MORE out of it all through lit. but god its been such a weird day. it flew by, i couldnt concentrate on anything. so now all these thoughts are flying through my head. ive thought before about how what if i just imagined all this stuff, and that he really didnt feel the way i did and that it was just a big stupid fun thing that didnt mean anything. i mean, who's to say he even remembers it all? what if im just living on memories that he doesnt even think about? is that why he hasnt written me? cuz he doesnt care and it means nothing? god i just dont know. i need some sort of closure, but i dont want it to be bad... ahhh i just dont know. its all so messed up. who the hell knows. MEH. so yea, thats my day. try having that running through your head for 8 hours...its a mess up there, let me tell ya... well thats enough for now. please post comments if you have any ideas...i really could use some help... no quote...to lazy to go get my cd's to get the lyrics i want to use... -sarah-

Shirley Temples

shirley temples really have nothing to do with my post, but its kind of a large inside joke...heh heh most of the ppl that actually read this thing should get it. lol. anyway. wow i havent updated since friday. its monday. thats like 3 days. i dont think ive ever gone three days without updating this thing. its insane. so working all day saturday pretty much sucked. meh. walgreens is so boring. i read people, in touch, and us weekly. yes folks, thats what i am getting paid to do. haha. sno biz was amazing though. i ended up working with wendy and crystal, both of whom i love. so it was really fun. tomorrow im workin up there with nikki and vicky, so that should be a blast too. they both crack me up. yes girls night was amazing. we dressed up all cute and went to the mall to see wimbledon. of course it was retarded because it was sunday night and the actual mall was closed so there was like no one there. except we did see half the population of dominic. haha just kidding, only like 5 people. but it was still funny. so yes. we got hit on by some scary guys. they said we were 'damn good, damn good' haha. yes me and my bring pink hat. wow that was awesome. u should have seen it. im wearing it to school tomororw, its that cool. haha. joe said he liked it =) the boys came and brought us ice cream from dq. it was yummy. lol. so yes. natalie and i stayed up till 4 in the morning eating, talking, and watching episodes of boy meets world on her insanely illegal dvds. some of the episodes actualy have the disney channel logo in the bottom corner of them. HA! but yes it was a blast. and we played tennis really late at night. but we were really bad at it. heehee. we're gonna do a girls night and play tennis once a month, we decided. its a tradition. =) natalie and lindsay, i had so much fun last night. it was amazing. i love you guys and i dont knwo what i would do without you two. but im going now. ive gotta look up oxy morons for algebra, and then im hitting the sack. im exausted and we have 6:30 AM practice tomorrow. damn you, leebs. quote... its been awhile, but i can still remember just the way you taste...-staind nighty night- *~SaraH~* ps congrats lindsay on getting ur lisence!!

Tired day

Well last night was girls night!! Oh it was so wonderful!! Well I'm too tired to write about all of the details that goes along with it. But dont be to dissapointed. I'm sure someone will. Let me just say lots of food and talking. The two successful ingriedients needed for a grils night. wow. And... I got my liscense today. If thats even how you spell it. Oh well. I got a 94! So yeah. I'm excited that I finally get to drive around people now!!!! Woo hoo!! Now I just need a car. Great. The difficult part. O well. Um... and so.... I'm tired from um...lack of sleep. But a couple days ago, I heard this song on the radio. And I was so excited, because it brought back much memories of happy and sad times. But I still love it. And then I listenened to the words of the song. And they are amazing. Oh i believe there are angels among us. Sent down to us from somewhere up above. They come to you and me in our darkest hours. To show us how to live, to teach us how to give. To guide us with a light of love. When life held troubled times, and had me down on my knees. There's always been someone there to come along and comfort me. A kind word from a stranger, to lend a helping hand. A phone call from a friend, just to say i understand. And ain't it kind of funny that at the dark end of the road. Someone lights the way with just a single ray of hope. Yeah... so I like that song a lot. Thats song always meant something special to me. From the time I sang this song at Scott Keeven's funeral, to just singing it in grade school. Oh I love it! Well I'm gonna run. Really tired. School tomorrow. Meh. Love y'alls! ~Lindsay

www.natalielindsaysarah.blogspot.com

Lindsay, Sarah...our blog is amazing. Honestly. I'm so proud of us! This began only last month, and we already have over ninety posts. Apparently, we have lots of things to say about life, and I think that writing about things, and reading about them later on, helps us to learn even more, or about things that we didn't even know we knew. But enough about that, I had something that I wanted to write about...

The play! Not the new play, but last year's musical, "Hello, Dolly!" The cause of so much, really. I was smelling my old perfume bottle (Estee Lauder "Beyond Paradise,") and it's such a memory triggered scent! It brings back everything about the play -- memories of the stage lights, and my horrid costume, and my lines, and the people...and rehearsals, and changing costumes for Act II, and absolutely everything about that time. There are so many scents that trigger memories in my brain. The Cucumber Melon smell from Bath and Body Works reminds me of that summer that my cousin Kristen and I flew down to Atlanta to visit my aunt and uncle. The only other things that remind me of that summer are the movie "Center Stage" and Mandy Moore's song, "I want to be with you." The scent of Lovespell from Victoria's Secret reminds me of cheer camp freshman year, and the beginning of high school. Then there's a scent that reminds me of my first date with John, but I don't know what it is. Sometimes I catch a strand of it somewhere, but it never lingers long enough to be detected. The smell of "Lily of the Valley," the good kind, not the kind from Crabtree and Evelyn which smells too ultra-sweet, reminds me of the end of 8th grade, and of the chlorinish smell of hot tubs (*grins*). Tommy Girl reminds me of 7th grade, and of best friends, and of loss. I'm sure that everyone really wanted to know about what scents remind me of what, but when you think about it, scents play an extremely important role in the memory process. I think that scents trigger the vividness of memories, and not only their vague feel. Scents can take you back to the moment directly.

Well, I'm off, I believe. Girl's night tomorrow! Excellent! We're going to see Wimbledon, I believe, and doing other stuff. We are not, however, going to go to sleep at all. I suppose I must make up for my lack of slumber tonight. No one call me before noon. (Smiles sweetly) Good night world!

YNatalieY

Volleyball Coaches.

Yes stupidness of Volleyball Coaches. Um, seriously they have to be the most retarded people that I have ever met in my life. "um...what happens if I hit a ball like this...??".... Um.. well let me see it might go over the net....or it wont?? Big woop. But all together most of them are fairly nice and understanding. But I got one today that was not so much. And sadly I remembered him from my days of cyc soccer! He was the coach of this team that was oh lets just put it not so nice. And when he walked in to this um...6th grade girls volleyball team...I could tell nothing had changed. So yet it continued again today. He screamed at us because he accuesd the other team of holding the ball for to long for to long (um...6 seconds) and they were down by um...4 points so its not like they could have caught up anyway. And then the buzzer sounded and he went freaking bozerko!! heh, new word!! So hes still crabby after all these years!! heh, lets all pray for the sad man....um... no!!!! So reffing wasnt all so bad today. I made a new friend. Pat Ream. Yeah ok hes a freshman. But hes my new little buddy. We have the same birthday!!! Woo hoo!!! And so yeah we just hung out all day today. Because we were bored out of our minds. And we played volleyball. Um oh yeah me and my great skills. So good day today. Heh. Wow. And we get to ref together um... in a couple weeks. But he had to leave early because ( he is on the freshman dominic soccer team) he had a soccer game out @ SLUH. Alrighty well Tim just got here. So I got to run. Um.. cant wait till tomorrow night. Girl's night!! Talk to y'alls later. Lindsay

Planning

Planning for the day ahead...I actually don't know what I'm doing today, but I feel like getting out of the house again. I've been at my house all week when I was sick, and I was here last night, but at least people were here with me. Hrrm, sadly I have tons and tons of things to do this weekend. I know that we have Monday off for a terrible reason, the funeral, but it will keep me from going incredibly insane with work. Meh and that's such a terrible thing to say...worrying about school when others have more important things to worry about...meh. Poor Sarah has to work ALL day today, at SnoBiz and at Walgreens. Hello, child labor laws?? Heh sadly, and surprisingly, we're not children anymore, and I think that most of us have really started to feel that lately. I guess that whatever I'm feeling, and no matter what I think, my pain isn't walking down a one way street. Others feel life, too. I'm not in a bad mood today...I'm in a surprisingly good mood, considering the amazing amount of work I have to cram into this weekend. Meh! There I go talking about work again. I guess some things never end... J Natalie J <-- now i want the beach...or at least my own island...how peaceful...

Me vs. Life

I know exactly what you mean, Sarah. About everything. Everything is so complicated. And hurtful and upsetting... life is crazy and hard. And it's hard to know exactly what to do with everything. I don't want to get into everything now...I don't want to force my problems on anyone else, because everyone has their own problems...but sometimes it just gets to me.

Otherwise, I had a pretty good night. I went to Lindsay's tennis match after school -- which she didn't even compete in, blah! -- and then everyone came over to my house to hang out. Sadly, Sarah didn't get to come because she was working! But we went to visit her at Walgreens beforehand and it was all good. Lindsay and I looked at all the colors of hair dye that we wanted to try...and this is me, who has never ever died her hair any color before. Heh and James and I stopped to yell at these random kids who were standing on the side of the road screaming stupid things. Meh, complete randomness. While at my house, we introduced Joe to the wonders of the Boy Meets World "Plays With Squirrels" episode -- ahh the comic genius of it all -- and we ordered yummy pizza, and it still got to my house before Lindsay and Tony did, lol. Well yes lots of people have to work tomorrow. Not me. But in reality, I have TONS of homework to do this weekend to catch up, and tests to study for...eh. Sunday night, girls night, I am DEFINITELY looking forward to it...I NEED it, really. Well, night time. Doesn't look like I'll get to talk to him tonight, either. Heh, life rules.

Sick of Everything

i cant take it anymore. im gonna burst. im freaking sick of it all. im sick of school and homework and chemsitry and working (2 jobs) and not being happy and my parents yelling at me for not cleaning my room, when i seriously dont have time to do anyway and cheerleading and stupid parents who think they're back in high school. and god just everything and its all falling apart. its all so good on the outside, i look like im handling it all so good and having fun doing it, but god its just getting ot me right now and i cant take it. im just freaking crying over this and i hate crying. and i cant help it. god i just need to quit something. but i cant. i cant quit cheerleading, cuz then i couldnt coach 8th grade. i cant quit walgreens cuz then i have no money and i wont get to keep my car. i cant quit school cuz thats, well, illegal for one. AAAHHHH. big fat MEH. ehh i gotta go. death of chemistry. and working ALL day tomorrow. woo hoo. -sarah-

I'm writing in the blog!!!!

Yes sorry i havent done this in along time, just not feeling to great these days. So I'm writing but dont have to much to say. Except tennis is making me ill, and school isnt helping. I cant wait for the weekend, releif is there and only there. Except working on saturday, but thats ok i like it. from 8 in the morning to 5 in the afternoon. So its a long day. but thats ok. its money. And sunday should be fun. looking forward to that. And im so happy natalie has rejoined us at school. Heh, or maybe we just all should have joined her at home. I think that sounds much better. Well I'll write more this weekend, if i have some spare time. Which these days proves to be very limited. So I got to go study for history and psychology. Tests tomorrow!! ~Lindsay (Enjoy, Natalie!!!!)

Boys Are stupid

that is the theme for today. boys are stupid. meh. completely retarded and dont know what is good for them. so what does that leave for us girls? stupid boys that dont know anything. woo hoo. we definatley get the short stick in that deal. (and most of them have short sticks anyway! HA! sorry, couldnt help but sneak that in there...) anyway. cheerleading, MEH. before school AND after school. well at least natalie was there after school to suffer with me. and then we went to huck's and got lemondade (which, by the way, is some of the best lemonade ever)and then she came over and stayed for like 3 hours. it was fun, we talked a lot. and she showed me the gorgeous dresses online that she found. and we ate pigs in a blanket that my daddy made. it was truly a wonderful experience. hahaha im stupid. but not like boy stupid...lol. so yea. so then natalie left about 7:30 and i finished my lit paper and now here i am. and we just decided that we are going to through yucky liverworst cake at stupid boys. =) so the next 2 days are going to be hell. school all day, then walgreens from 4-10. then saturday walgreens from 730-4 and snobiz from 6-10. thats a big fat MEH right there, buddy. oh well. sunday is going to be our girl's night, as natalie said. woo hooo. lookin forward to that. YAY! ok so im done. toodleloo...(is that right? hm who knows.) quote... jumped out the window, and there was nothing there to break my fall... -bowling for soup and yet another country music one... even if romance ran out of rhyme, you would still have my heart until the end of time... -martina mcbride. oh and i found my binder thing, but its upstairs and im too lazy to go get it. 'night! *~SaraH~* this is from natalie...its the greatest... but i want mine and you want yours and in the meantime we want a distraction

I've Got One Word to Say -- MEH

I swear that I did not fall off the face of the earth. Honestly. I seriously didn't. I just haven't been having the best week of my life, as everyone knows. Well, most people should know, I suppose. Right now I'm trying to decide if I should do some anatomy work and try and catch up a bit. I really, reallllly don't want to, but it would help in the long run so I guess I'll end up doing so. Meh, feeling a little restless, to tell the truth. Just had a random conversation with John's friend...I was okay today, and positive mostly about everything...but that just makes me think about everything and stuff. MEH. But it is ok because John is my best friend and he always will be, and we'll see where things end up.

Meh, besides doing anatomy, I have a creative writing paper to do. Blah. LOL I'm in such a lazy mood, its ridiculous. I am definitely looking forward to our GIRLS NIGHT on Sunday...sorry, no boys allowed...it's going to be amazing, movies, food, talking, MOOlattes from Dairy Queen....what more could a girl want? Meh don't answer that!

Papa John's and Ryan

omgosh so the funniest thing ever just happened. after school we went to dq, then i had to work from 3-6. so at snobiz, kristen was working on a spanish thing and she needed to know what the mexican flag looked like. so we were callin all these people and ended up calling chinatown express and papa johns because they were the only restaurant numbers that were up at snobiz. so i called papa johns and i was talking to this kid named ryan. it was so funny. so eventually we figured it out (sheryl called her boyfriend) and then we were debating what the italian flag was, cuz its the same colors, we just didnt know the order. so i called papa johns back and i figured since they were italian itd be really funny if they didnt know. and i was talkin to this kid ryan again and hes like, how old r u, and im like 16 and hes like ohhh and he asked my school so i was like dominic. (i asked his and he said he just graduated from south and goes to umsl) and then he had to go cuz their imos just got there. and i was like, u work at papa johns and u ordered in imos? thats retarded. so we were talking about that, so then i had to go. well i ended up going by papa johns to see if i could get some imos, cuz it was soo funny. and i asked the kid at the front and he was like uhh yea i just ordered some. and so i was like, well is ryan here? cuz he'd get it. and so i was talkin to him and hes like, yea guys, this is the girl that called about the flags. so they were like oohhhh ok. and he's like, so do u want some pizza, so i took some imos to bring back to kristen. and then i had to leave and he was like, so do u have a number? and i was just like, well i just got back together with my boyfriend...and hes like o ur boyfriend? oh man whys that? that sucks. so i was just like yea i guess. (PUH like i have a boyfriend...i prolly shoulda given it to him, and ive debated calling back, but the last time i did that-with the scary guy at snobiz, who by the way wendy told me was up there the other day- i flipped out. maybe ill go back up there some day and ask for him...) and hes like so u go to dominic? yea i dont roll with people from dominic. and i was just like uh yea ok. well come up to snobiz sometime. and hes like, yea u should come up to papa johns more. so then i left. omg it was so funny. so then i brought kristen the imos and went home. kristen, sherly and megan were laughin at me. it was great. HA so much for me being 'only 16'. puh. i need to be 17, 16 sounds so young. but i gotta go, chem calls. ill prolly be back later. cya! -get quote later...gotta get chem done so i can talk to dana!!- toodles!! *~SaraH~*

Hola

i find ive been saying hola a lot lately. no idea why. so cheered a soccer game today. meh. cheerleading DOUBLE-y sucks without my one and only natalia!! but i lived through it...leebs, leebs, leebs, leebs, leebs, leebs, leebs, LEEBS! heh. i guess ud have to be there....lol. and i went to walgreens and got my stuff for my chemistry project, and i got natalie a suprise. its amazing. haha she's gonna laugh. =) anyway thats about it. nothing new to report. but homework calls..MEH. dont you that all fairie tales tell a lie? real love and real life dont have to be perfect... -sara evans ^^heh ANY love would be nice...puh.^^ and what is with me and the country songs lately? my goodness! oh well country's amazing. toodles. *~SaraH~* lindsay and joe: you're voted off the island! (i'm not!!! im the wild card!)

bOwLiNg

My bowling scores on the game on my cell phone are phenomenal. Too bad I can't find the time to study for pre-cal. Wanting the city.... --> C Natalie

Incredibly Exausted

natalie i sincerely hope you're ok. you're last entry left me guessing...(sorry, had to sneak that in there) anyway, and i know ive said this, but im here if/when u need me. worked today. not too bad. incredibly exuasted. wrote my draft for lit too. the intro and conclusion suck. definately need work. well i must go, its late and i still have homework...meh. the scarlett letter calls... quote... a few notes and letters and one long distance call, we drifted away like the leaves in the fall. year after year i come back to this place just to remember the taste of strawberry wine. seventeen, the hot july moon saw everything. the first taste of love, oh bittersweet, like green on the vine, like strawberry wine... -deena carter (ok so the strawberry wine parts dont really have any significance here, but it works in the song and the rest make sense...) 'night *~SaraH~*

Let's Play the Guessing Game

Ok, well, question number 1: What the hell happened to my life today, hmm?? Well, have you guessed yet? Got an answer? Yes? Ok, good. You're absolutely right. I'm serious, what you just thought actually happened. Bye. Natalie

Dog Toys and Balls (just balls, not dog balls)

joe lindsay and james just left. (they understand the title...haha) they came over about 8:30. we went to snobiz. it was yummy. wow i am the queen of really simple sentences. haha. anyway. i worked today from 8-4. it was a long day. but my mom brought me chester fried chicken for lunch and it was good. =) i worked cosmetics, which wasnt too bad. incredibly boring at times, but once i started stocking things and had something to do, it went by faster. and i bought some stuff, which is even cooler. (with my 15% employee discount of course. heehee) and after work i did some homework, talked to dana for an hour and a half, and lindsay called around 8 telling me she's sorry i didnt get called earlier, joe was supposed to but he didnt. or something like that, hell i dunno. so they came over and now here i am. and im trying to write my lit essay, my definition of swimming as life. i have sooo many ideas, i just cant seem to figure out how to put them logically onto paper. grrr. the notes are all on my page in my notebook that i dedicated to the essay, but they cant seem to find their way from that notebook page through my brain and onto the computer. meh. so yea. alright not too much else to say. my aunt uncle and 2 cousins are coming tomorrow. that should be fun. ill write tomorrow after work. (4-10:30. ahhhhh.) quote...this is from my mess of notes on my essay... flip turn- a tunr over in events, something happens that throws you back in the other direction, and yet you're still moving forward toward the finish. nighty night *~SaraH~*

Weird.

so today was a weird day. early this morning my mom called before i left for school and it turns out her and my sister were in a car accident. someone barreled into them at 40 mph while they were stopped at a red light. so i went in late to school, got totally lost in the chemistry stuff, and just kinda floated throughout the whole day. after school i had 8th grade cheerleading. and a marvelous talk with natalie. i really do think everything is going to work out, natalie. it may take time, and the whole process will hurt like hell, but i honestly think good will come of it. it just may take time...which, to tell the truth, is gonna suck. but im here for u babe! and then we cheered at winfield at 7. it ended up going really well, although i wish natalie had been there. we started this new thing, that for however many points the football players score (1 touchdown 6, 2 touchdowns 12, etc.)thats how many pushups we do. we, as in the entire varsity cheerleading squad. its amazing. the crowd got so into it, they were like 'oooo do the push ups do the push ups! and theyd count them for us. it was great. oh and dominic football WON! yes, thats right, we WON! 29-8. it was really cool. but now im gonna hit the road, cuz i have to work tomorrow- 8-4, grrrr, and its gonna be a long as day. i think im doin something with lindsay, tim, joe, and everyone tomorrow night. who knows. itll be fun. but i gotta get gas first...lol. mabye we an go wash my car...heh thatd be nice. cya later alligator... quote... there are no bad experiences. sometimes we will make mistakes. occasionally, we will achieve greatness. the only requirement is that we live our life the way we want. otherwise, we all may as well be coming off an assembly line. -that's from a jansport bookbag add, people. cool, isnt it? sweet dreams! *~SaraH~* ps. natalie, whered u get the ear?

Yeah

Thank you Sarah, Lindsay, Joe, for talking to me. And for listening O<-- haha an ear. Well, I don't know where this is going right now, but wow oh wow. Yeah. Natalie Maybe I should try this quote thing. Two, just for me, today:

"Let us hold unswervingly to the hope we profess, for he who promised is faithful." - Hebrews, 10:23 NIV

"If it were not for hopes, the heart would break." - Thomas Fuller

fucking pissed.

my mom is fucking retarded. so natalie gets her moms beautiful 2004 red bmw convertible this weekend, and we were gonna go out tomorrow night. we have to cheer in winfield, and then we were gonna go to her house. well apparently my mom doesnt want me on the highway in a convertible because if we crash my head will get smushed. its fucking highway 79. the speedlimit is 55. i go faster than that on bryan road. is fucking gay. i understand that she's overprotective, but its natalie, the girl is amazing, and the best at everything, including driving. god it just pisses me off so bad. we'd be following my parents; they could look out the back window and see us the entire way. MEH. this sucks. oh and theyr not letting me spend the night anywhere tomorrow night because i have to work saturday morning. i am pretty responsible, if i do say so myself, so i think i would go to bed a reasonable hour bc i have to work the next day. FUCK. its the dumbest thing ever. and i cant do nething with natalie on saturday cuz she's celebrating john's bday with him. so its pretty much tomorrow night, and thats already shot out the window. just wonderful. so ya thats my day. i worked 6-close at snobiz. that was fun. i worked with vicky, and she is the coolest girl ever. shes me in 4 years, i swear. haha. but now i have loads of chemistry to do, MEH. and i just feel like crying for hours, so tonights gonna be wonderful. yeehaw. i dont remember if i used this yesterday or not, so im using it anyway. she could no longer borrow from the future, to help her through her present grief-The Scarlett Letter 'night. -sarah

Tired.

Yeah, so school is already making me deathly tired. Um... I defintely dont have as much homework as last year, but I have less energy then ever. I usually would come home from school or either sleep or do homework but I find myself just sitting somewhere in a zombie state, usually not ever doing homework, till the last minute when maybe I should be sleeping. So yes, meh. And I have a chemistry test tomorrow, meh, it should be very easy. So Im thinking Im not going to study till tomorrow morning on the way to school!!! Heh, whatev'!! Ok... and my next topic of disscussion was going to be dreams. Because when I was bbsitting I was of course watching the disney channel. And the Kelly Clarkson song Break Away song came on. And oh I love that song... and what its saying... Grew up in a small townAnd when the rain would fall downI just stared out my windowDreaming of a could-beAnd if I'd end up happyI would pray (I would pray) Trying not to reach outBut when I'd try to speak outFelt like no one could hear meWanted to belong hereBut something felt so wrong hereSo I pray (I would pray)I could breakaway [Chorus:]I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to flyI'll do what it takes til' I touch the skyI'll make a wish Take a chance Make a changeAnd breakawayOut of the darkness and into the sunBut I won't forget all the ones that I lovedI'll take a riskTake a chance Make a changeAnd breakaway Wanna feel the warm breezeSleep under a palm treeFeel the rush of the oceanGet onboard a fast trainTravel on a jet plane, far away (I will)And breakaway And this song, I'm not saying reflects me exactly at all. But its a good song, heh, and I like it. But everyone dreams. And some of my dreams for life is to "breakaway" in a sense. To create a life of my own. To marry and have children, of course, and still accomplish my dreams of traveling to Africa. Now I know that will be very hard to do, but I will do it. Some how even if its against no one will help me, I'm going and going to work with the poor starving people in Africa. That would definitely be a dream of a lifetime for me. And then later in life, if I do not live in a cottage in a country with hills and land and horses, I will be very mad at myself. Heh, So yeah!!! Heh, so pretty much. I must accomplish all of those things, or else. Heh!!! Yeah right! I can always dream though!! Right??? Well I'm out to study Chemistry and talking to tim on the phone. OUT ~Lindsay~

Ouch.

natalie, i just want you to know that i am here if/when you need anything. so dont ever hesitate to come, ok? i know what its like to not want to talk about it, but if/when you do, im here. so today was decent. first full shift of work at walgreens. my feet/legs hurt like hell. meh. school was interesting. church, yeehaw. but i kind of like the homily. i think the jist of it was like, everything happens for a reason, which i dont entirely agree with, as we've already said...but anyway, it was about how just because something doesnt happen, maybe something else can come in place of that. or maybe im way off base. i dont know, but it made sense when he was saying it, 13 or so odd hours ago. and today when i was walking out of the bathroom (during morality) some kid walked by (i looked it up in the year book, brad peters? or jason peters? hell i dont know, something peters) and hes like, heeey there, freshmen? and i said, 'no, junior' and hes just like 'ohhh well hi there, im a senior, ive never seen u before.' and i was just like, um ok great. heh it was funny. and then i preceded to walk into leebs's room, when i was definately supposed to be in mrs. bodlivich's room. eh, oh well. im an upperclassman now, no one can laugh at me, right? right. so i think that's about it. im exausted, and i have to read some in The Scarlet Letter. it really isnt too bad of a book. i actually like it quite a bit. so yes. and then sleep. oohhh man sleep is good. i slept in faith today...best class ive ever had... speaking of The Scarlett Letter, here's my quote... She could no longer borrow from the future, to help her through her present grief... -The Scarlet Letter by Nathaniel Hawthorne 'night. *~SaraH~*

Sleep Sounds Good

Okay, well, I'm glad the last post actually posted, and so did the other two that didn't last night. Great....

Well, as most people know, I am not in a great mood and I am really upset over things that I keep going back and forth over in my mind -- sometimes I think I'm being unreasonable and sometimes I know I'm not. And Lindsay agrees with me. So there. But I'm still upset. I don't want to talk about it yet, so please don't ask me, anyone. I'm only writing this because I have to get it out, at least a little bit. I'm also excruciatingly tired.

Auditions for Mankind and Co. are tomorrow...I really hope I get the part of Psyche, but I hope I'm not being unrealistic. I also have a creative writing field trip...again...but this time we are going to go visit the elderly and talk to them. The best of both worlds, I suppose. Truthfully, the young people and the old people are probably the two most intelligent groups -- lots of people my age don't seem to know too much. Meh I'm gonna go, cry maybe lol.

YNatalieY

Testing, Testing...

This, as the blog title suggests, is a test to see if our blog will actually publish our entries. It didn't publish Sarah's or my entry from last night. Grr. It better be working.

Mmm Lit Essay

Well, I just finished my lit essay everyone -- yay!!! -- so it's all good. Sarah was absolutely right, cheerleading was death, but whatever ick. The game was so stupid, we were absolutely horrible. BreadCo. was amazing though -- when isn't it? -- and Sarah is right, again, we did have a great talk. And I, too, am really really happy that I got to know her better these past couple of months. She's so amazing and I love her :-D And we were at BreadCo. for a long time, lol. There was this awesome woman working there, she was so neat, it was only her second day I think. She is Sarah's and my new best friend. Yes, so, time to go. Not in a real good mood anymore. I'll tell you guys later why not. And I reaallllly hope this thing will publish because Sarah was having trouble posting her's. We'll see. Tootles!

YNatalieY

Cheerleading = Death Part 2

yes. cheerleading = death. grr. so it turns out that we DID have to cheer the game tonight. not just sit on our bums and do nothing like we were told. puh. and we royally sucked. and i mean ROYALLY. it was horrible. for half time we did a full and a half. come on we did that stuff freshmen year. and then theres the fact that two of the girls dont even know the actual chants we're supposed to do, despite the fact that they have videos with all the chants on them. man oh man. so even if i HAD felt like actually cheering (which doesnt happen) that feeling wouldnt have lasted long due to the fact that we SUCKED. and seriously, we usually dont. we were probably the best stunters at camp, and when we are all motivated we can come up with a really good routine. but its a tournament and no one wanted to be there...so thursdays game, yes definately have to work...and fridays football game? well that shouldnt be too bad, because football games are funner, especially if there's a crowd. so cross your fingers for a crowd. anyway. after the game natalie and i went to bread co. yes people, thats three bread co. trips for sarah in two days. muahahahaha. we had a very nice talk. i am so glad ive gotten to know natalie so much better. we've always been friends (since cheer camp freshmen year, right natalie? ahhh that place still gives me nightmares..lol.) we've gotten so much closer in the past couple of months. i feel like i can talk to her about anything, and i hope she feels the same. so yes. A+ to that. =) well espanol is calling...aargh.(in true potthast fashion) i have to do it now, cuz i have to work tomorrow 4-10. in my lovely little walgreens smock. woop-de-doo. puh. quote...yet another song... how far, do i have to go to make you understand? i wanna make this work so much it hurts, but i just cant keep on giving, go on living with the way things are. So I'm gonna walk away and it's up to you to say how far. -martina mcbride

Birthdays!

Well, my birthday turned out to be a very good day after all. Sarah and me woke up at 9 (way to early) and went to bread co. for breakfast in our pjs!!!! Joe met us up there!!!! It was very yummy and fun!!! then we got back around 11, and tim called and said they were all coming over around noon. So me and sarah decided that we had to get cute then. So we did, heh. And Tony, Danielle, Tim, Joey, Jo Ro, and Natalie came over and hung out till around 3 ish and then most of em had to go home and run around and do homework, crap like that!! heh. I got a BOO-BAH!!!! Some of you may ask what a boo-bah is, well you know what, i cant really explain it to ya!! heh, jo ro: hehe "Do you know where your boo-bah is???"!!!!!!!!! yes of course sitting down on my dresser in the little coffee mug thing that ya got me. HEEEEHHEE, well yeah. And so Sarah had to leave at 4 to go home. So Tim, Sarah, and me made a quick run to bread co. for dinner!! Yum, if you all are counting that would be the 2nd trip to bread co. for the day!!!! Ahhhh what a day. So we came home and Sarah had to leave in her pretty car!!! Then Tim and me went downstairs and did some psychology homework, and read up on his problems!!! heh, eh, its ok!!!!!!!! Love you. And then ate some actual dinner for the family, well i didnt, but the rest of em did. And then Tim left around 7ish. Then my dad comes out with the old videos. So my family and I sat around and watched my whole Kindergarten year on film. It was very cute and funny. But yet depressing. I wish I was still little. Watching that made me realize that I really dont want to grow up that fast. I want to be a little kid again. Ahh those were the days. But dont they seem so long ago? Oh they do for me. I think I grew up to fast. Heh but yes with growing up comes more priveledges, but your life as a kid is gone. Thats so very sad. I will always miss being 6 years old and in kindergarten. What fun years those were. No worries besides what I was going to eat for lunch. Heh!!! ahh the days!!! Well that was my day all summed up in a paragraph. Enjoy. I'm off to eat dinner and write an essay for potthast. Wish me luck!!! ~Lindsay~ P.S. Natalie if you are reading this call me!!!!!!!!!

Off to Cheer A Game!

Fakely, though. We don't get to cheer because the stadium field thingy isn't ready yet, so the game is being held on one of the practice fields -- stupid that we even have to go. I mean, going to games is fun and everything, and I guess we don't usually have an opportunity to actually sit and watch a game, but meh....oh and there's another game on Friday I think. Meh. Ick. Well I guess that's what I'm in cheerleading for, so I will get over it. I just like having weekends be school-free. Well I am sorry for not writing more last night -- anatomy was actually a lot to go over -- but I will tonight because I don't have too much to do. Yay Dominic! (LOL)

YNatalieY

Clinique Lotion Yellow

thats right folks, clinique lotion yellow. that is the color of my room. and it is damn beautiful. haha. ok so its not quite the brightness of that yellow, but its about the same tone, maybe? hell i dont know. u just gotta see it and it works. and my beautiful comforter set is all up and pretty. =) i like it a lot. this weekend all in all was very good for me. i think i had the most fun ive had in a long time. and thats saying something for me. im pretty content at the moment, and that, my friends, is a rarity. lindsay's was a blast. those kids are hysterical. and yes, lindsays mom's ham and cheese thing was yummy, tim burkemper. u r just a weird eater. dont like bread co. sheesh. heehee we had bread co twice in one day, lindsay. i can honestly say ive never done that before. so yes im quite content. no need to keep on rambling. but be forewarned, it will continue on tomorrow, after cheerleading, school, pep infusion, more cheerleading, homework, and all the other shit that will be dealt with... quote...not really a quote, just something that kinda came to me today...i had really good wording but i forgot it, so this will just have to do. anyway, here it is. sometimes you just gotta go with it...it gets too complicated when you try to set it all straight... nighty night! *~SaraH~* ps. since didnt get to sing to you, here goes: happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday, dear lindsay, happy birthday to you!! sweet 16, yee haw!!

Anatomy Looms Ahead...

I just finished my second creative writing paper of the day -- wow I am feeling productive -- but I have an anatomy test to study for, and I reaaaally don't feel like it at the moment. Meh I shouldn't have been so lazy all weekend. But I really did do some studying Saturday at work, I swear. It was a little, but it was still studying. Yay, so today is Lindsay's b-day. She is not 15 anymore!! Woo hoo!!! I went over to her house earlier and hung out with everyone for awhile...gave her her present...lol Zing Zing Zingbah. I also put the August entries of this blog into a binder for her lol so she can reread any blog entries whenever she feels like it. I'm going to do the same thing, but that's also because I LOVE journals...and I love rereading old ones that I have. I'd have to say that my 7th grade journal has to be the most honest, intriguing journal I have -- it's extremely happy, and extremely sad, because that's when I found out I was moving here. Well I have to get going...anatomy study time...but I will write more later, I promise.

YNatalieY

So Verrrry Tired

Yes, so, to tell the truth, I'm completely exausted. I'm going to bed in just a few minutes. Hopefully I don't fall asleep before I finish typing this....

I went to the surprise b-day party for Mrs. Potthast today -- it was her 60th -- and it was really really nice, lots of people were there to celebrate with her. Also, I believe that my parents invited her and Mr. Potthast to the Club for dinner in a couple of weeks, so that should prove to be interesting.

I also got to see John today (*smiles*) and I am very happy (but tired) at the moment. We ordered yummy pizza and watched Whose Line and talked and such and I am just very happy :-D

-Well, what do you want to do? -You. Heh, wasn't meant to sound like that lol. ;-) So yes, a bit slap happy feeling here, I am going to go. Night night. Oh yes, and YAY I am the first to wish Lindsay HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!

YNatalieY

Death of Stop Sign

so we almost died today. several times. it was eventful, to say the least. so i went to lindsay's around 6ish (thats where we are now). we went to sonic to get slushies, then to dierbergs to see joe. then we wandered aimlessly through the highlands and whitmoor in search of big house. we passed casey's house, and left him a note on his car. i almost ran over tim. it was great. haha. then we came back to lindsays house, got socks, and waited for joe to go bowling. and apparently bowling alleys are closed the sunday before labor day, go figure. so instead we went to walmart, and wandered aimlessly around there. we find we're good at that. =) tim bought a superman poster. and we were going to get 'i love jesus' key chains, but they were five dollars, and thats just way to expensive for a keychain. then we went ot blockbuster, where my car was almost stolen because we left the windows down. *gasp* but it wasnt so its ok, *sigh*. haha im retarded. anyway. so joe and tim stayed for a little bit. and now lindsay and i are having interesting conversations about boys. and all the interesting stuff that goes along with boys. puh. so how did we almost die, u may ask? well apparently there is a stop sign right after u cross over mid rivers, and it is in a stupid place. i definately didnt hit my breaks until we were like 10 feet from the damn stop sign and we were goign like 45 or something. ha. it was grand. on the bright side, we discovered that my car has amazing brakes. lol. yeehaw for that. god bless the brakes. haha. ok thats enough. we are going downstairs to watch movies and continue our talks about boys. woohoo. or fall asleep, which ever comes first...my moneys on the sleep... good night! sarah and lindsay **if your not living life on the edge, then you're taking up to much space!**

Boy Please

i suddenly feel the need for a boy. i dont care what boy, just one to have fun with tonight. ha, that doesnt sound too bad... lol oh well. but yes. a boy would be very nice. any ideas, anyone? eh im thirsty...(if only dana read this...she would get it...) so today i was awoken by my little brother and sister. that was pleasent. so i got up, showered, got cute, etc. and we went to the picnic thing at my dad's work. it was catered by bandana's bbq..mmm'mmm. it was soo yummy. and theres an air show, so we watched some of that. i really wanted to see the blue angels, but that wasnt until 3 and amy and luke were acting up so we had to leave. damn. i am so fascinated by fighter jets. they are so amazing. especially the way people fly them, with the tricks and things. and the way one person can control this massive machine. wow. i would seriously consider doing something like that, if it werent for the fact that i would never be brave enough to do it. oh well. television here i come... =) im going to lindsays tonight, tomorrow is her 16th birthday, as she's already posted. HAPPY BIRTHDAY LINDSAY!! she just has to call me and tell me what time. so yea. um well i suppose thats it. we'll probably update tonight. lol itll be fun. quote... "The sufferer should never know the intensity of what he endures by its present torture, but chiefly by the pain that rankles after it." - The Scarlet Letter by Nathaniel Hawthorne ^^I love that. It's so weird, but it is true on so many levels.^^ toodles. *~SaraH~*

Um...maybe new car?

Well on friday night my mom came home (after her day of golfing hahaha) and told me that her friend was going to sell her red 2002 Grand Am. And my Mom said I could maybe get it if I saved up some of my money, but see I couldnt get it anyways until January. Heh, but I'm willing to wait for it!! And I'm excited for Sarah! I want to see her new car!!!! I think maybe she is supposed to come over tonight? eh, we'll see!!! I got to call her, heh, I need to remember that! Um... well yesterday was a crappy day all together, until Tim and then Joe and Jo Ro came over. Tim came over early, and brought me Bread Co. Heh, except stupid Bread Co. gave me the wrong thing. So that was sad, but amusing. So me and Tim were babysitting my little brother and sister, cause my parents went to a wedding reception. And while kellen and camille were watching a movie, me and tim had a water fight. Heh it was fun. I won!!!!!! And today, is homework day for moi. So thats what I will be doing while my family goes out to the st. louis air show. So yay, for me!! Maybe Natalie and Sarah will come over tonight, meh, i dont know. And Tomorrow is my birthday. I'm not quite sure what to think of that yet. I'm excited because I will be 16, but my birthdays always turn out to be the worst days ever. So I dont know. Maybe I'll do homework!! Woo hoo!!! Always makes the day!!! This is just the real world and I'm growing up. Life is tough and it's crooked, but it's pretty fantastic. -Brad Pitt ~Lindsay~

Um...maybe new car?

um.. well I just had this whole long blog thing written in here, but it erased, and I really dont feel like writing it again. Um... I'll post later.. ~Lindsay~

Stuck at a Stop Light

Yes, well, as I was leaving work today, I discovered two notes on my windshield, one from Sarah and one from Lindsay. LOL. They had left them there yesterday after school, and I didn't realize it, so that was all good. It's fun to get things like that when you least expect them.

Then as I approached home, I turned into the left turn lane at the intersection of Wolfrum and 94 because I was going to pick up some Chinese food for my dad and me. Well, I sat in this turn lane for about 15 minutes, and it didn't EVER turn green, and the lights went through their cycles about 6 times. Finally, I just had to make sure that no one was coming, and cross the highway like that. The sad thing is that while I was crossing over 94 on my way home from getting Chinese, about 7 cars were blocked up in that turn lane and the poor people didn't know what to do. Heh too bad for them. I wonder how long they sat there.....

YNatalieY

SnoBiz Rules My Life

im still overly excited about my car. it hasnt competely sunk in that i have my own yet. i set my radio station buttons today. =) and ive come to the conclusion that i freaking live at snobiz. at the beginning of the summer i barely had any hours, and i comlained about it. now it seems like all i do is go up there. hmm karma is a bitch. so today wasnt too exciting. i slept in. drachniks were supposed to come over, but only carol and steve ended up coming. my parents went to the depot and bought paint, and my dad painted my room. it needs another coat, but its still a really pretty yellow. oh and then the interesting part comes. out of no where tj calls me. now i havent hung out with this kid in ages. partly b/c of the fact that he doesnt know how to call someone back. but anyway he says he'll call me back and heres the shocker- he actually does. so i left for work early and stopped by his house on the way there. that was exciting. haha. we watched lizzie mcguire. apparently her mom is hot. go figure. oh and i learned that smooth legs are hot. haha. and then i went to work. yee haw. ian bates came up to snobiz. i dont think he recognized me at first. is he still going to dominic? i dont think ive seen him... anyway. then kenny and tj came up. they were supposed to wait for me so i could talk to them. but they didnt. and then they left their snobiz cups on my car. grr. i was gonna keep 'em, and put them on tj's car, but pop threw them away for me. so yes that was my day. when i got home i made food and liz called, so i talked to her and told her all about last night, and now here i am. writing in this and talking to the lovely natalie. we are laughing at tomatoes. (is it 's' or 'es'? who knows...)heeheehee. alright well thats enough of that. quote.... making out is like pringles, once u pop u just cant stop. haha so that maybe goes better with yesterday....haha. but i like it. and its true as hell. as soon as u get a little, u want a whole lot more. toodles. *~SaraH~*

Bored Already

I've just realized lately that I have not really tried hard to get back into the swing of things, as it can be called. I have not put an enormous amount of effort into doing my homework on time, or studying, or writing papers. And I really, really need to, especially as I'm sure my already-low enthusiasm for school will wane with time, and I need to stay focused. The trouble is that I really don't feel like doing a whole lot of work because of last year's evilness. I don't think that this year's classes will be as hard, with the exception of pre-cal (I don't like how Mrs. Caldwell works with things), and probably anatomy, which I believe will be easier than chemistry but will also require a lot of work. Acting is amazing, there are so many wonderful people in the class and the show will end up being wonderful. I'm really excited for auditions, but we have yet to find out when they are. We got these really cool buttons that say Mankind and Co. on them, so that is really neat, but wow I really can't wait for that play to start taking up time. Meh, death of cheerleading will also begin to take up time...there are games coming up this week, but I don't really know what's going on with that since we still don't have a finished field to work with. Ohh in other news, I found the most beautiful homecoming dress (online), so now I need to find out how to purchase it. It is expensive, but oh well, my one for prom is more expensive so we'll see how it all goes. Prom! Isn't it weird that we get to go to prom this year? Really weird. But cool. LOL. Oh and Sarah was right about two things -- Cheerleaders are honestly very annoying, but I think it's because they try to live up to the standard dumb cheerleader image. Like those girls at camp....wow there are no words to describe their annoyance level. And the people who run the camp treat us like we're stupid, so that can't exactly help. The other thing that Sarah was right about was the fact that how you enter the time for this blog has changed, and it's really weird.

Yes, well, I am at work at the moment. Not much is going on, but I'm trying to do some anatomy homework and get everything ready for John's b-day, which is next weekend. Lindsay's b-day is on Monday (woo woo!) so I am wishing her an early happy b-day right here. Well, I'm going to go do some actual work so I'll be back another time to read some other posts. Byes.

YNatalieY

Re: Wanted: Gently Used Car

ok so right after i posted my other entry, my dad comes home. he says 'sarah, ive got something for you' and he has keys in his hands. i see out the corner of the window something red in the driveway. so i sprint out the door- and there it is. my beautiful new car!!!! ok so its not really new, but its new to me. and its like brand new. its a 98 and has only 30,000 miles on it or something. and its red. and its pretty. and i love it a lot. so its only an escort (well technically a mercury tracer, but theyr the same damn thing) but its MINE and that makes it so special. it has all power locks/windows, a keyless entry thing, cool radio console thing, heating/AC, and its beautiful. i was so freaking excited when i saw it. i started crying. yes, thats right, i started crying. and telling my mom she was so mean. it was definately not nice, to lie to me like that. but oh well, cuz I GOT A CAR!!! and as i was driving my NEW CAR for the first time, chris called me. and so we made plans. we went to his friend's kurt's house. and some girl he is interested in from duchesne came with her ugly friend. (ok i know, sounds mean, but thats what the boys were calling her, so what more could i do?) it was fun. we hid in the tree. haha. and the tree bit up my legs. it hurt. lol. so yes it was fun. boring at times, our adventures tend to need some spicing up. but we made it fun towards the end, so thats what counts, right? right. ok so im exausted. and tomorrows gonna be busy. i have hella homework to do, gotta make lindsays present, clean my room, work tomorrow night, and i think drachniks are coming over to see our new house. yeehaw. ok thats enough. im done. oh and guess what I GOT A CAR!!!! (can u tell im just a little bit excited???) toodles. *~SaraH~* ps lindsay or natalie, did u notice they changed the way u type in the time? its weird now.

A Quick Note

I'm sorry, but I'm pretty exausted, so I'll be telling about what's going on in my life tomorrow most likely. I have to work from 5 to 9, and my only entertainment will be my anatomy book, so I will update then. All I wanted to say is that I spent the evening with the most wonderful guy in the world. Good night.

YNatalieY

Wanted: Gently Used Car

so sorry i didnt update yesterday. HA like anyone cares. so anyway today was alright i supposed. yesterday i, oh what did i do yesterday...oh now i remember. school. ug. and then i came home and did some homework and then took a nap. oh i love naps. i have been so busy i havent taken a nap in forever. i planned on sleeping for about an hour then waking up around 6 and studying for chemistry. well i woke up around 8, and would have kept on sleeping, if it not for somewhere in my subconscious reminding me i have to study.(i wrote 'sleep'here first, and then when i was rereading it i realized what i did. oops.) it was a weird feeling, let me tell you. so i ate dinner, studied, and then slept again. oh and the boy i [stupidly] gave my number to on wednesday called me. i felt so bad saying that i just got back together with my boyfriend. but it was necessary, seeing as how i wasnt actually interested and probably shouldnt have given out my number at all. im just too nice and cant say no to people. (well, sometimes) and today i had school. ug. and then work at snobiz. and the wonderful tony took me to there cuz i didnt have a ride. and i was supposed to get my car today. it was a red 98 mercury tracer (exactly like a ford escort) that my neighbor's friend fixed up after it was in an accident. well needless to say that fell through. typical. so here i am, all excited because i thought i was getting a car, and completely carless. bummer. and i was supposed to go to my friend chris's friend's house tonight, but the dumbass hasnt called me back. so here i am with nothing to do and desperate to get out of my house. and megan asked me to go to the pit with her tonight for modern day hero's last show, and my mom wont let me. because she's a nazi. so damn. and liz wanted to go with her and a bunch of people to jesse's football game, but i cant because i dont have a car. see this all boils down to the fact that i have no vehicle. i need a car, damnit. so if anyone out there wants to donate to the 'buy sarah a car fund' or just give a gently used small passenger car to a really nice 16 year old girl, that would be great. just post a comment and ill get back to you. so now that thats done. ok well that was a good rant. God, natalie, what would we do without our blog? i dont know how i let these things out before. i did keep an actual journal once, from like 7th grade till the past christmas, but then the things i did really shouldnt be written down, because they could severely incriminate me, so i stopped writing. oh well. oh and some holt cheerleaders came up to snobiz today. and they, like, wanted, like a snobiz. and they, like, wanted lots and lots of cream, and then they, like, omygod, needed, like, a napkin with, like, water, because they, like, completely got cream, like, all over their skirt. omygod! holy shit i hate cheerleaders. now, i realize that i (and the lovely natalie) are cheerleaders, but good lord they are annoying. and i severely apologize for the annoyingness of all cheerleaders. so theres that. im done. quote...this is from the one and only rhianna hoover... "the light is red because you cant turn left. you cant turn left because the light is red!" -Rhianna toodles *~SaraH~*