Tired.

Yeah, so school is already making me deathly tired. Um... I defintely dont have as much homework as last year, but I have less energy then ever. I usually would come home from school or either sleep or do homework but I find myself just sitting somewhere in a zombie state, usually not ever doing homework, till the last minute when maybe I should be sleeping. So yes, meh. And I have a chemistry test tomorrow, meh, it should be very easy. So Im thinking Im not going to study till tomorrow morning on the way to school!!! Heh, whatev'!! Ok... and my next topic of disscussion was going to be dreams. Because when I was bbsitting I was of course watching the disney channel. And the Kelly Clarkson song Break Away song came on. And oh I love that song... and what its saying... Grew up in a small townAnd when the rain would fall downI just stared out my windowDreaming of a could-beAnd if I'd end up happyI would pray (I would pray) Trying not to reach outBut when I'd try to speak outFelt like no one could hear meWanted to belong hereBut something felt so wrong hereSo I pray (I would pray)I could breakaway [Chorus:]I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to flyI'll do what it takes til' I touch the skyI'll make a wish Take a chance Make a changeAnd breakawayOut of the darkness and into the sunBut I won't forget all the ones that I lovedI'll take a riskTake a chance Make a changeAnd breakaway Wanna feel the warm breezeSleep under a palm treeFeel the rush of the oceanGet onboard a fast trainTravel on a jet plane, far away (I will)And breakaway And this song, I'm not saying reflects me exactly at all. But its a good song, heh, and I like it. But everyone dreams. And some of my dreams for life is to "breakaway" in a sense. To create a life of my own. To marry and have children, of course, and still accomplish my dreams of traveling to Africa. Now I know that will be very hard to do, but I will do it. Some how even if its against no one will help me, I'm going and going to work with the poor starving people in Africa. That would definitely be a dream of a lifetime for me. And then later in life, if I do not live in a cottage in a country with hills and land and horses, I will be very mad at myself. Heh, So yeah!!! Heh, so pretty much. I must accomplish all of those things, or else. Heh!!! Yeah right! I can always dream though!! Right??? Well I'm out to study Chemistry and talking to tim on the phone. OUT ~Lindsay~