Change.

i havent written since august. i think this is the first time ive even read it since around the beginning of october. i cant believe how much has changed since we created this thing back before junior year. i feel so much older and more mature. when we started, i was trying to get over a heartbreak. i was hurt and trying more than anything to let go. and now im trying to hold on, to something even better, something i think has a possibility of lasting for a long time, if only i can get back to the starting point. gosh it does seem like my life revolves around boys--i promise it doesnt...completely. ;) no it really doesnt.

when we created this blog we were so glad to be out of batenhorst; we were finally upperclassmen; we could finally drive (well lindsay and me anyway, everyone else had had their lisences); we thought we had so much time left together; we were obsessed with gilmore girls (ok, some things never change.) and now...gosh everything is different. actually, i think there are more things different than there are similarities.

and i can't speak for anyone else, but i know that I am in part a different person. i have learned so much in the past year, the beginning of junior year seems years away. we watched the "behind the scenes of bye bye birdie" in acting today, even all of that seemed like ages ago. man oh man.

and next year...oh gosh next year. i am so excited, but so scared. i cannot wait to be on my own. i cant even begin to comprehend how different everything will be then. wow.

so when i started to write this i dont think this is what i had in mind, but oh well. some things really never change...blogs are a great outlet for procrastination. =)

-sarah

Bad Stuff, Good Stuff

When I get angry, I say such terrible things. When anyone gets angry, they say things that are hurtful and cruel. But, has anyone ever considered the thought that maybe, we just say things that we've always thought, but that we've kept inside because of their meanness? I worry about that sometimes, because I think that might be exactly what I do...

I wonder sometimes...where the heck I'll be next year.

On a much much much much better note, my review that I wrote about Aida over the weekend was the one submitted to the Post-Dispatch! Eeeeeeeeeeeeeee! I am really excited, I was bouncing around the house like a crazy person.