Our Blog is in a coma. It will come alive again someday, but we're not quite sure when that day will be. It has definitely been an amazing 7 months, but the blog has been tragically injured in the head and is not conscious at the moment. So good bye for now, and may all the blogs that have spawned go on for a long, long time!

so ive been trying to update this for a like a week, but for some reason my computer won't let me. this past week has been...emotional. lets just say that, for lack of a better word. it's been super hard, but i think im gonna be ok. thursday night i was with all my friends, and that made it a little better. and yesterday i went shopping (yeah new jeans) and last night chris came over after his work. it was cool, we had fun. he's a sweet guy. lindsay kind of found me a dress at dillard's. i cant decide about it. my parents didnt end up going back to the mall last night, so they didnt pick it up...ah i wish it was in red or something. i dont know. ill figure something out. and this is all if joe still even wants to go with me. i think thats kind of all up in the air now? who knows. well anyway, im about to leave for my grandma's house so i'd best be going. c-ya later alligator!

-sarah

my genius sister

dad: i read about that country guy that died of liver cancer

mom: yeah he had a liver transplant about 3 years ago, and then was diagnosed with liver cancer.

me: in the new liver? that sucks.

emily: i dont see what the big deal with livers is. theres plenty to go around. everyone has two!

me:HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA

omg i laughed so hard.

It's Been A Long Time

Ok, so, as everyone knows, I haven't blogged in an unbelievable amount of time. That's what happens when a blog becomes screened. Sometimes there are things that I'm thinking and feeling that just can't be posted on the internet and are better off being recorded in a typical, handwritten journal. Maybe that's a weak excuse, but seriously, the only reason I'm even writing today is because I've had a threat on my life from one of the blog's dedicated fans (LOL Lauren...) and so I've decided to return to recording things here more often, which was its purpose when we created it so many months ago. Weird, huh? How long it's been. I wish that the post counter would work so that we would know how many posts we've actually written, but...no such luck.

Things keep coming back into my head. Usually I know just how I want things to be, but...gosh, some old ghosts continue to make me mad when they shouldn't. I'm past all of that. I know that I am.

Everything else in life seems to be going really well. The play, school, stage crew, friends, Joe...life is pretty good. I'm glad that third quarter is over. It went really well, so at least I have some cushion for this quarter if things get a little tight between the play and schoolwork. I won't have to worry about it as much, and that's really a comforting feeling, not worrying. I don't think I've had it for awhile.

Well, I'm off to do some studying for my history test tomorrow. I haven't looked at the stuff yet, but I'm not extremely worried about it. He curves everything, after all...

YNatalieY

OH MY GOD I COULD SCREAM!!! I CANT WAIT TO MOVE OUT!

im very pissed off right now.

i feel very alone on this website...where are natalie and lindsay? :( guys r u abandoning our site? *tear* we need a reunion or something. come back, ok? but now i must go bc i am exausted bc luke and amy are little terrors.

i overheard my mom talking to my dad about my aunt. she's 83 and i dont think it's looking good. my mom won't talk to me about it, but i'm kinda scared. i know she's really sick, and that she has been for a while, but thats everything i know and its only from overhearing bits and pieces of other conversations...please pray everything goes they way it should...

-sarah

i had the worst day. ms dultz pisses me off so bad. i freaking wanted to cry. but then i came home and got online and talked to jeff and he's such a great guy. i wish he didnt live in pittsburg, we get along so well. he puts me in such a good mood. -sarah