Me vs. Life

I know exactly what you mean, Sarah. About everything. Everything is so complicated. And hurtful and upsetting... life is crazy and hard. And it's hard to know exactly what to do with everything. I don't want to get into everything now...I don't want to force my problems on anyone else, because everyone has their own problems...but sometimes it just gets to me.

Otherwise, I had a pretty good night. I went to Lindsay's tennis match after school -- which she didn't even compete in, blah! -- and then everyone came over to my house to hang out. Sadly, Sarah didn't get to come because she was working! But we went to visit her at Walgreens beforehand and it was all good. Lindsay and I looked at all the colors of hair dye that we wanted to try...and this is me, who has never ever died her hair any color before. Heh and James and I stopped to yell at these random kids who were standing on the side of the road screaming stupid things. Meh, complete randomness. While at my house, we introduced Joe to the wonders of the Boy Meets World "Plays With Squirrels" episode -- ahh the comic genius of it all -- and we ordered yummy pizza, and it still got to my house before Lindsay and Tony did, lol. Well yes lots of people have to work tomorrow. Not me. But in reality, I have TONS of homework to do this weekend to catch up, and tests to study for...eh. Sunday night, girls night, I am DEFINITELY looking forward to it...I NEED it, really. Well, night time. Doesn't look like I'll get to talk to him tonight, either. Heh, life rules.