Sick of Everything

i cant take it anymore. im gonna burst. im freaking sick of it all. im sick of school and homework and chemsitry and working (2 jobs) and not being happy and my parents yelling at me for not cleaning my room, when i seriously dont have time to do anyway and cheerleading and stupid parents who think they're back in high school. and god just everything and its all falling apart. its all so good on the outside, i look like im handling it all so good and having fun doing it, but god its just getting ot me right now and i cant take it. im just freaking crying over this and i hate crying. and i cant help it. god i just need to quit something. but i cant. i cant quit cheerleading, cuz then i couldnt coach 8th grade. i cant quit walgreens cuz then i have no money and i wont get to keep my car. i cant quit school cuz thats, well, illegal for one. AAAHHHH. big fat MEH. ehh i gotta go. death of chemistry. and working ALL day tomorrow. woo hoo. -sarah-