so ive been trying to update this for a like a week, but for some reason my computer won't let me. this past week has been...emotional. lets just say that, for lack of a better word. it's been super hard, but i think im gonna be ok. thursday night i was with all my friends, and that made it a little better. and yesterday i went shopping (yeah new jeans) and last night chris came over after his work. it was cool, we had fun. he's a sweet guy. lindsay kind of found me a dress at dillard's. i cant decide about it. my parents didnt end up going back to the mall last night, so they didnt pick it up...ah i wish it was in red or something. i dont know. ill figure something out. and this is all if joe still even wants to go with me. i think thats kind of all up in the air now? who knows. well anyway, im about to leave for my grandma's house so i'd best be going. c-ya later alligator!

-sarah