It's the Same Old Song

My seeming bipolar-ness is once again in its happy stage. Lindsay and I are good now...I am on good terms with the world in general, I am thinking...and the fact that I finished my history paper last night so I don't have to do anything but the bibliography today definitely boosts my mood. Ahh if only exams weren't on the horizon and I didn't have to worry about those, and about the last minute projects and tests that come before them. This weekend, I will not worry about them. I will do some work, yes, but I am also promising myself that I will have fun and reconnect with the people that I have become distanced from in the past few weeks. For some odd reason, I take a lot of comfort out of being in the computer lab during my morning study hall. It's pretty quiet, and cool....a nice, welcome-to-the-morning-have-a-good-day kind of atmosphere. I have my good classes today, too....all except anatomy, which I should do some reading and work for later in the hour...and lots to do after school today. Rob and I have practice for our scene right after school again...we aren't in speech, but we're helping Mrs. Potthast and doing a scene from See How They Run by Philip Barry for the speech meet at Duchesne this Sunday. It's really fun! The scene is utterly confusing, but really funny once you understand the play itself. Then, later, we have to cheer our first basketball game somewhere in St. Charles, I forget where. Hopefully that will be fun...haven't cheered in a long time, and I think basketball season will be better than football and soccer. Song I heard on the way to school yesterday...fun fun! I really like it, it is very 80s-ish...I'm not usually the biggest fan of 80s music, but I like this song. So...here it is. A present. Love Is a Battlefield by Pat Benatar We are young, heartache to heartache we stand No promises, no demands Love is a battlefield We are strong, no one can tell us we're wrong Searchin' our hearts for so long All of us knowing, love is a battlefield You're makin' me go, then makin' me stay Why do you hurt me so bad It would help me to know, do I stand in your way Or am I the best thing you've had Believe me, believe me, I can't tell you why But I'm trapped by your love and I'm chained to your side When I'm losing control, will you turn me away Or touch me deep inside And if all this gets old, will it still feel the same There's no way this will die But if we get much closer I could lose control And if your heart surrenders you'll need me to hold Alrighty. Enough for study hall. I'm done! Ehh and I'm so hungry...food sounds soo good. Bye bye! Peace, love, and peanut butter... YNatalieY