Unofficial Not-So-Spring Cleaning

Yes, well, happy new year everyone! It's good to know that things go on, even if they get hard for awhile. Like now. It's really hard making up all of the work I've missed, especially when all I want to do is sleep really late and watch movies all day. I'm done with physics class forever, and calculus too, which is really weird, but somehow liberating, for me to say. I'm not in student council anymore, either. I couldn't do with the not-so-subtle hints about how I wasn't the person they had wanted in the first place, and I decided I really didn't want to put up with it anymore, especially since I have a lot on my plate, and a lot of better things to do with people who appreciate me more. I guess you could say I'm getting my spring cleaning in pretty early this year.

That was kind of my unofficial new year's resolution this year. Clean out my life. Weed out everything unhealthy, or that chokes me in some way. Don't let people get me down. Try hard for what I want. Stay confident, but realize that my failures don't define me. Realize that being valedictorian isn't really what I want. I like the idea of the new, balanced me, who doesn't need what she thought she'd been striving for for the last few years. Who has something better in mind. And who almost has it.

And who has to go study for exams. Some things wont change too drastically.