So Emotional

Before I begin, I'd like to say that Lindsay's last entry was probably the first time she hasn't used a million !!!!!! in her title...she substituted some ???s. But it was true what she said, and I can definitely relate. Sadly, that's not what my entry is about today. Here I go...

I have been really upset lately, and it is not entirely clear to me why. Small, seemingly insignificant things upset me deeply, even when they shouldn't. I feel like I'm carrying the weight of the world, to tell the truth. I hate crying and not knowing why, I hate making other people upset and confused without a clear reason. And I feel hurt all the time for no reason, which is the worst thing of all. I'm afraid of so many things that are coming later on that I take my anxiety out in the here and now. I shouldn't, but I do. Fear can make you do that.

Well, this was just supposed to be a bit of a breather before I start on my lit homework. Goodnight.

YNatalieY