Horoscopes

I'm not a firm believer in astrology. however, i do enjoy reading the horoscopes in magazines and such, and it is crazy how often they are close to right. i know it is complete and utter coincidence, but it still weirds me out. this past week's horoscope in TV Guide, was one of those. and even though it scares me, i know its true. i want to cry, but i cant. the emotions just not there. it's almost as though i think i should be upset, and i know i should be upset, but in all honestly i feel kind of bland about it. if circumstances were normal, and people acted like a regular person would, it would be different. but its not, and so i say whatever. to quote JoDee Messina (sp?) Tomorrow's another day, and i am not afriad, so bring on the rain. and maybe that doesnt exactly fit but thats what i feel like right now. bring on the new stuff. im ready for it. im done feeling sad over what ive lost. i need to move on. im happy, and summer is fantastic (2 months today. heehee) no more dwelling on how i wish things were.

in other news, i am going to cheer camp! i wasnt supposed to go, but as usual, plans changed. im going sunday night with kathy. im really excited. oh, and she told me that i could possibly get a bid to work as a UCA camp instructer next year, maybe. if i work really hard and impress the people. eeeehh keep your fingers crossed for me!!

saturday morning i have a college visit (eek) at quincy university. im kind of nervous. i really hope i get to talk to the cheerleading lady. ive already decided thats how im picking a school- based on the cheerleading. (among other things of course, but cheer is gonna be the deciding factor) so i really hope it goes well.

but i suppose i must go now...ive gotta open tomorrow at snobiz and i am exhausted. the next week is gonna be crazy.

'night!!

sarah