I HATE...

• feeling sick
• crying
• cheerleading
• that i hate cheerleading
• stupid people who make everything so difficult
• people who talk and talk and talk but dont really say anything
• back aches
• muscle spasms
• being alone
• feeling sad
• wanting to cry
• having no ambition
• that swim team is going to start
• my friends not doing swim team
• wanting to sleep forever and not being able to
• wanting to curl up in a ball and have everything go on around me
• feeling left out
• working
• having nobody notice me
• being plain
• wanting to help, but being brushed aside instead
• hair growing and roots showing really bad
• my skin
• the random spasm in my left shoulder
• amy bugging me ot get off the computer
• homework
• algebra
• people being assholes, then expecting everything to be normal
• being called a bitch (although it was really funny.)
• having an attitude
• saying stupid things
• frustration
• 2 hours of sleep
• not knowing what might happen
• faking smiles
• wanting someone, anyone.
• being annoyed
• trying and failing
• reminders
• having so many thoughts to express, but not finding the words to let them out
• posting every little peeve like this for everyone to read....and yet i still do it.

-sarah