8 days...

im sorry i havent been blogging. all the stuff thats been happening has just seemed so...gosh i dunno. un-blog-like. its almost too personal for this one. i know that sounds really bad, but since all the anti-blog stuff happened i find myself horribly censoring this blog, and i cant break that habit. but lots has been happening...the crazy mixed events and emotions of a teenage girl's life. woop-de-doo. its like a lifetime orignal movie, i tell ya. lol. or not. but whatever.

im so glad you're having fun, natalie. you seem really far away. i dont know why, it just seems like you are in another world that i dont belong in or something. but i am soo glad you are enjoying it, that is wonderful.

but as for right now, i am extremely bummed out and feel like going and laying down and watching a sappy movie and crying even though its incredibly over-dramatic. so i think i might go do that.

'night.

sarah.

ps. this is blog #405. its almost our anniversary!