xanga is not working and i am in desperate need for it. :( i dont like this. oh well i suppose this will do. and she'll never read it, so it probably wont matter. but if of you who do read this reads this, ok that was kind of redundant but whatever, dont worry and dont ask me about it. i just need to talk for a while. ok? ok.

im so worried about dana. i really wish there was something i could do. mike went up there this weekend, and got the flu, so now she has to stay home from school this week to take care of him because he cant fly back home with a 104 degree temperature. and as stupid as this sounds, she cant just miss a week of school. i just dont like seeing people i care about hurting themselves. and no she's not physically in any danger, but still its just not good. and god. theres just so many other things that i just cant find the words to say. im just worried about her. and theres so much i wish i could do, but no possible way to do them. oh man. its just hard. i can hear it in her voice; she's not the same person. and yeah, ur gonna change after moving 600 miles away. but ur still the same you, deep down. i dont even hear the old dana in her voice anymore (if i ever hear her voice at all.) i wouldnt have even known it was her calling if it hadnt said "dana cell" on the screen of my fone. oh man o man. i just dont know what to do. i dont know if theres anything i can do. :-/