i talked to him today, and i think everything is ok. im not angry or sad or anything; this is actually for the best. it turns out all the thoughts i was having, about it being awkward, he was having too. except he actually did something about it. we're still going to be friends, and talk and hang out. and im not gonna let it just be the "oh we broke up and said we're gonna be friends but its actually going to be really weird between us" scenario take place. i am serious about us still talking and creating/maintaining a good friendship. so yeah. and exams are actually happening...i still dont like that they are before christmas...but i guess that i will like it when they are over? who knows. but i do know that i havent studied as much as i have today in a long time. so lets keep our fingers crossed that we all do excellent on our exams! -sarah