Out of the Loop

It seems like I haven't talked to anyone lately...I seriously don't think I've really talked to Sarah, Lindsay, or James one time this week. Hmm. Don't like it. But then again, lots of things are going on in all of our lives, so...well...I guess it is to be expected at some times. I just feel really out of the loop this week, I hope that that will be corrected this weekend. No homework tonight! Amazing! The Pre-cal test today was kind of easy....we didn't compare answers at lunch and then go back and finish the test...no...who does that? And history wasn't that bad, either. So that was good. I spend so much time worrying about subjects but the only one I should really worry about at the moment is anatomy, because I AM FAILING. Heh a new feeling for me, really. Death of pop quiz made me get a 55% because I didn't even look at the new chapter. It was my own fault, but oh well...it is just bad that that's the only grade posted on Edline. Ick. The play is so amazingly close...it is so scary. Well, not really scary. Well, yes, scary. Nothing is really going well, so it makes me wonder how well we will actually do. Tomorrow we have the longest practice imaginable...honestly, it goes from about 3 pm to midnight. We have so many things to perfect. I do not know all of my lines perfectly because I still cannot find my script, I just borrow other people's. And I have the feeling that I am not acting as well as I could. I hate that feeling. I know that acting can never be perfect, but I hate feeling that I am not performing my best. Sigh....that should all be corrected tomorrow. Tonight was the National Honors Society induction...it actually went by really quickly, I was very surprised. The best part of it though was that everyone went around congratulating all of the kids, and all of the kids were like....great, thanks...because NHS just feels like a thing, it doesn't really feel like some huge honor. I mean, correct me if I'm mistaken, but it really doesn't. Heh oh well, it is pretty cool anyways. That is all for tonight. I think I'm going to just flop onto my bed and relax for the first time this week. Sounds like a plan. Peace, love, and partner tests....or group tests....hehehe *grins* YNatalieY Oh yes, and about the topic of love that both Sarah and Lindsay have written about in recent posts...well...you girls both know that I have a lot to say about it because we have discussed the topic many times, but what I don't know how to do is write about it. Every poet, every writer since the beginning of time has tried to capture the essence of love in writing, and not one has succeeded even adequately. That is why I am not even going to try to explain what it is, and I am one of the few who knows for sure.