Heh Pathetic...

Sad how I can't get through an entire study hall without blogging. I would attribute it to dedication...but I suppose it should be considered an obsession, or, in better terms, a basic need. I hate days like today. They start out pretty well...I was in a good mood until I got to school. Puh, but everything went downhill when I got here...I got irritated by everyone and everything. Then, acting class was great! But now, puh, things aren't going too well again. I hate that. I will try to end my annoyance, it's not even for a good reason. I just hate feeling like no one cares enough. I am in the computer lab using my new favorite computer...its keyboard has two windows keys, instead of a windows key and an alt key. Only I would notice something that insignificant and be amused by it. Oh well. Ehh more anatomy studying. It seems like I'm studying all the time, but I know that I get distracted much more often then I'm actually paying attention. Eh, it's a curse! But I promise...tonight, after Lindsay and I bake a cake for French class tomorrow, I am buckling down and focusing. I WILL know this material. I will not continue to assume that I can do nothing and still get As all the time. Also Lindsay, Joseph S....I am not really that mad lol. Yes, I am irritated and a little...left out...because you guys live about 5 seconds away from me...but I guess I'll get over it, it's not that big a deal, I guess. I just wonder why you didn't even care to ask, that's all. Puh, time to print out my anatomy outline and the online quiz to work on. Sheesh. I don't want to stop blogging because that means that I have to do more work. Puh! I can't wait for the weekend! Of course, the weekend won't end things...I have to take the diagram portion of the anatomy test on Monday, and I have a lit paper due on Tuesday...but it will at least numb my feelings towards school. And yes....a girl's night sounds lovely, Lindsay. Maybe after seeing Godspell on Saturday, we can sleep over somewhere? We all need to talk. That's all for now. Take care everyone. I hope you're all in a better mood then I am. Natalie