Later...

this is a continuation from earlier... i was watching gilmore girls and one tree hill tonight, and both episodes were filled with things that would have made me want to cry two weeks ago. but today, they barely affected me. sure, i noticed them, but not to the extent i would have. they made me think, but differently. it was almost in annoyance, like i didnt want to be reminded, instead of constantly looking for reminders. and i read natalie's narration essay. and all i can say is WOW. that girl is the most talented person i have ever met EVER. her essay made me think so much. i feel like i understand her so much better now. its insane. a wonderful insane-ness. =) thats all for today... you know you've changed when things that used to make you sad barely affect you at all... night night!